Stepmom troubles

So yesterday, when my Stepmom came from work, I smiled at her and waved, she glared at me and like raised her hand. She didn’t even wave. After she did it, she stormed off and slammed her bedroom door! Ugh. I don’t think she likes being home when we visit my Dad on our night during the week. She is always gone when were are there, grocery store, out with friends, gym classes.  I wonder why our Step-mom doesn’t want to be around us. A while ago, she want to the bar and got drunk. She left at like 8 and came back at like 3 in the morning. She dresses inappropriate when she goes to the bar. She wears like really short shorts or very short dresses. On Instagram, she takes pics with a lot of her body showing, and she cusses in her captions. Last week she said that she is getting a dog all to herself, and we can’t play with it, or even pet it. She said the dog would comfort her when my step-brothers are away and she misses them. Then she looked at me & my sister & said she doesn’t miss us when we are not there.

OK- We ordered pizza one night, she gave my sister and I the smallest slice of pizza and breadstick. She gave my step brother the largest piece in a show off way when she knew my sister wanted another one. She is very controlling over our food for some reason. She makes us feel bad about wanting more food. When my sister asked for more pizza she said ” do you want to be fat”. Sometimes my dad says things to her, like “Im going to make sure my daughters get full” & shares his food with us.  I am NOT going to lie- she is the WORST cook ever. She leaves out the milk and cheese out overnight and they get soggy, smelly, and disgusting. Gross. Thanks to her, my cereal got ruined when I poured my milk in my bowl. The milk was chunky and the worst smell ever. I wonder if other kids have lives like mine. Most of my friends don’t have divorced parents.